It is how it is... something is just irreversible. You exchanged gaze, number and the world was suddenly about you and him... But time has the power...and it does show if it is or isn't meant to be.
It took me awhile to finally able to write about this... I'm still agitated with his promise of the future or even with his way of affecting my life.
...and I'm still readjusting my heart to be once again in sync with my head.
It is visible although I have to rely on loads of works to preoccupy both heart and mind. That's the only time when I find them in line with each other.
Frankly, I have been back in the maze, which I couldn't comprehend myself.
It's like you are there but your heart and mind are nowhere to be found...
Take it one step at a time... I don't have the capacity to rush as long as mind and heart refuse to cooperate.
I'm trying to focus... But his face and our time together still pop up uninvited. Hence, letting mind and heart wander are sound ideas.
The wind is blowing fairly hard now... My eyes are struggling to tear...and I find a little ache in my heart.
I'm not interested in anything... not even a laugh...
I feel slightly dead inside.
But I suppose, anything...even slightly a dead soul...I would endure to at least help me going through this 'cuore infranto'...
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This is so sad. I want to give you a hug. I hope time heals your heart quickly. "Don't cry because it's over, smiles because it happened"
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