A guest star in my movie

Every story always has two sides of POV... But unfortunately with the past still being himself and the universe still keeps the distance, you will only hear this story from me.

It is easy to reminisce but it is sometimes damn difficult to accept that something or someone might only belong in the past. Yes, no matter how keen you are to bring it to your present... somehow the past has stronger gravity that will pull that something/ someone away from you...

Life, I realize, has its own mind and time. It is now teasing me to think that he might still be my mr. Big and that I might get that "it-took-me-awhile-here-but-i'm-here-now" kind of finale.

But ofcourse, the more I try... the more skeptic I become. Whatever that is happening now, he's only a guest in my movie.

I start to think that afterall, perhaps there is a reason why he has always been only a temporer in my movie...