Uneasy emotion

Awaken at dawn only to realize that my mind hasn't stopped thinking of you. This almost happens everyday and I am terrified. It is uneasy when you, at times, find yourself keep guessing what the universe tries to tell you.

Is it a stop or a go? Will I be crying for joy or in tragedy?

Difference has never stopped me from falling before... But when you keep crying in the end, you start to ask if this will even be a different story...

I like you, very much. There is no question about how I feel about you and there is no doubt that I try to undo my emotion towards you.

I don't deal very well with uncertainty and it always drives me insane everytime I remember that I put my heart at risk. Again.

You might laugh at my sentimental writing... But frankly, this is what I have tried to hide from you.