Magical emotion

It is like a fragile glass, my heart. No matter strong it appears, with one touch it  can easily break. That's what I recently learned.

 I find my voice shaking every time I talk about you. I hold my eyes from tearing, every time I look into your eyes.I feel my heart shrunk every time the world unkind to you. I talk myself to stand still when you push me away. I smile every time i see you happy. I disregard my pride when I run to your call. 
I want to tell you all of these....but my lips sealed. 
It is not that I cannot describe how I feel...
It just terrifies me to see how much power you have over me...
...and it just kills me to know that you might disappear from my life

But on the off chance you find this... I wish you knew...

....I stand before you with my heart in my hand and I hope you don't break it...