A letter to you

Dear you a lover of mine,

I still feel the rush but for my emotion sake, I close my eyes and remind myself of any other image where it is safe from you, all fond memories and plans that we build.

People ought to follow their paths, I believe. And once upon a time, the universe crossed your path with mine.

Everything was easy, unlike any other things I knew.

Everything was possible, unlike any other things I believed in.

My bitterness met your I-wont-let-you-down attitude.

My heartache swept away by your maybe-I-really-do-like-you demeanor.

For sometimes I thought this could be whole different story. But just like any other ending I am familiar with, time drags us to different places and crosses our path with someone else.

It is a leap that I decide to take for a very selfish reason, I am too frigthened to patching up my bruised heart and to seeking for amicable words if I ever see you again.

These tears are clouding my eyes. They were held for a while, when I was acting all strong of substracting you from my life. Honestly, I dont have that power.

My breath feels heavy, obviously you had some kind of medicine to make my heart race faster.

I am sunk in this bitter melodies, in hope that I can swim through this sorrow. Sadness shouldnt be dragged too long, I learn.

You said to me, "You can say goodbye now and tomorrow and the next day"

I frequently change my mind and you are aware of that. But this time, I just hope that you would forgive me for this one-sided of farewell. I know you would never fond of this.

This is the goodbye that should have come out from my lips months ago. This is the goodbye that should have been part of us for awhile.

Secretly I wish for the tide to turn and the universe would redraw stories of you and I. But it's impossible to let myself be addicted to you for any longer. I pity my heart.

I'd like you to be happy and I'd like myself to be merry to see you happy.

Thank you for the time, laughter and hopes.

I will miss you dearly.


Sincerely yours,

Your lover