Ahhh what a day!!
Well lately, things been going better... I mean... still drowning in my own thoughts, however, now... its a bit at ease... at least thats what I tell myself... and supposedly it worked...
this evening i was feeling fine... i wasnt bothered with anything but the fact that I received a sms from a friend of mine from OZ, Lettice. She's leaving today.
As funny as it sounds, the moment I read her message, thats when I felt that she left me again... although we already havent seen each other for more than 6 months... but when she left Aussie, I feel that she's leaving me.
Maybe I am still used to the fact that I met her in Oz and that in my mind, Lettice= Oz... Although only a glimpse but I can feel the feeling I felt when I left in Nov 2006.
I hung out today also with my friend and a cousin of mine... it was pretty kewl. Went to Semawis and went to the fortune teller... I was feeling fine about myself and about the prediction that the fortune teller told me last week..
Yea...it wasnt pleasant to know what he saw about me and my pasts... it was rather painful... however, I am trying to see what is really going on here...
Whatever it is... it already happens... cant really do anything...
as much as i wanna change something about it... I understand... that It already happens... and now its time for me to move on
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