Ay ya ya.... well things are going better slowly, I thank God for that... and really... I do hope that I can see myself smiling again soon.... I mean... without thinking about anything...something that I miss really.... ahhh I wonder if I could just return to be a kid...
I had a dream about my past this morning... all I could remember is how I loved the hope that he gave me in my dream... It was such a nice feeling to have a dream. He held my hand, and i could see how happy I was. In my dream, we were only friends... but even 4 years ago we werent anything else... I think only him and I know what that really was.
You know whats so funny is... I feel like I have nothing to look forward lately... i feel like I am just living in the day... this is not me... me who always have something up... ahh maybe this is what is supposed to be called, a break!
Yea I damn need a break... from anything!!!
Well another thing is, I get ill easily too lately... maybe from too much thinking... oh well...
God, Sometimes I run away from YOU... but still do I know that You're the only ONE who knows me.... the true me... Please dont let me go... please never let me go.
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