To Whom It may concern....

Well, Hows' life with you?

I know this e-mail for you might be really random and you might think that I must be out of my mind or even rude,

well the truth is this e-mail says what i've been wanting to say to you...but I have not been able to say it because of many reasons...

I think it would be better for us not talking anymore, not even sms... at least not until I am ready, and you're not causing me any pain.

I know it was me who started it all, however, i thought it was a good idea for me to make peace with my past... i thought by bringing you back in my life will help me to deal with my pain and somehow i could move on...

but i was wrong... in fact, if you only knew, it is killing me even more... and I really hate it.

I hate to keep thinking about you, wondering when you're going to sms, or even hoping that things between us would be different....

Because the truth is...you are still you... and I should face the fact that to you, I am not worth a try...and I should tell myself over and over again that you gave me up.

You might be laughing at or even hating me now... but I hope you understand my situation... I am just a girl who likes a guy but realizing that i am nothing for him....so with all the courages left, i am asking him to give me sometimes to over him.

I hope when the time comes for us to meet again... you will see me smilling at you for different reason...we already move on with our life... you with yours and I am with mine....

'Till then... good luck with your life.