Dramatic

Been awhile...

time flies...and its April already... funny, how suddenly I forgot the beauty of breathing... and I can really feel the heartache I have had for so many years... Yea, im not going to blame anyone...
it is me who chose to return to my sweet pain.... it is me who's listening to every songs that remind me of him....

there is only 1 conclusion: I miss him so bad...

and just like any other stories which hasnt ended... I am here left with no answer about what we are or even we were before...

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu... tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
akan tiada lagi kini tawamu untuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia.... dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
....tentang masa yang indah... saat kita berduka...saat kita tertawa...

you know... I always think that I have moved on because its been couple years... but its just hurtful to always remember about him... because I know that he has moved on....

Unfortunately this past couple days everysingle things have reminded me of him... as much as I dislike him... I still do have a strong feeling from him...

today was even worse... after long time, I watched AADC... what a way to forget him eh?!

It was really funny though, cuz' as soon as I heard the opening song from the movie.... I only could see him in my memory... I guess I still do miss him...

or maybe I just miss home... and he will always remind me of home and all the goodness...

sometimes I feel like I've lived here forever that I just simply live my life here... and live my days...

I miss home... I miss my home.

the more I think about it...the more I disbelieve what or where I am...

I dont even know what Im writting now... since my eyes are covered with tears...

-CINTA PERTAMA- well this is how my heart really is...
setiap manusia punya ruang kosong di hatinya, ketika seseorang datang, dan berfikir dia mengisi ruang kosong itu, sebenarnya mereka hanya berdiri di pintu dan menyamarkan ruang itu. Ruang kosong itu akan selalu ada dan tidak akan benar-benar berisi.




Ill be waiting all my life....