What is life really? I'm trying to find the answer everyday in my life in every faces that I see.

They say, life means nothing when there's no one to love or love you, and when dreams are no longer exist. Well, I guess my life has had no meaning for awhile.

They also say that your life brings something to the world. Really? Which world do they talk about? which world that needs me? Because I'd love to see and feel needed.

Bitter or whatever you may call me...I am numbing my feelings anyway.

I am trying not to feel anything. Cuz' frankly the only thing that I can feel is hopelessness and frighten.

I tell myself, "Hold on.. Don't feel anything. Wait, just wait until God is kind enough to bring you back in His arm"