Well... apparently time flies so freaking fast... that sometimes you just wish you can return to where you were...
ahhh been doing good here... just a bit frustated about school and stuffs... I've got sooo many plans in mind... which honestly, make me mortified... bad eh?!
I thank God that I, last week, received the letter which I had been waiting for...(cant tell you the details... sorry!) let's just say that, it has given me choices... and made me relief...
I dont really worry about my future, but I wont lie that, what others think might affect me... though i keep telling myself that I should not worry... however, DUH! cant be that selfish since I still have family...
Well... apparently God still reminds me how unpredictable life is...
As unpredictable as where my heart has been.... yea... let me tell you... its been flying pretty high which scared me to death!
Whatever it is... and whoever he is... I just dont wanna fall to the same big HOLE again... trust me... it really is dark and scary down there... all I can remember is... I dont have any single good memory about it--- this is the reason why I dont wanna fall tooo deep...
Well I hope my past has taught me and restrained me from falling...
and I hope Alloh will always be with me...
I cant rely on anything or anyone but HIM...
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