Well, been awhile for me not updating my blog... I've been pretty busy not being myself... Yea, apparently... just when the exams right on the corner, my mind cant stop running through my memories...which is really killing me.
"Cuz' I am dying inside"
I made a big step in my life last week... After all this months, I re-connected to him. I almost forgot how fun he was to speak to. It was a good talk. It was not easy for me...but I managed to stay calm through our conversation.
"Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but.. he dont call me"
I was glad that I phoned him, although it still gives me confusion and headache. Yea, it makes me miss him more and more.
Not only that, it feels like unfortunate things cant stop chasing after me.
My brother got accident, and I really do thank Alloh that he's now fine.
And other things which really bug me alot
I can not feel my feet on the ground.
I am yearning to cry. I really do. and I just hope I return home soon, because there, at least I can get the comfort I need.
"Lord knows how its killing me"
I hope You will forgive me...and return to take my hand.. I need You.
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