Writing for a reflection...

You would prefer to watch TV. You would prefer to just go to sleep. You would prefer to just ponder and cry. We would choose to go on circle. It's always frightening to try to put your thoughts in writing, because usually only then that you find the truth of the matter. Never simple, never easy. They say, you overthink. Obsessed by your own thoughts. Maybe, just maybe, they are right. But who are they to judge. Never black nor white. Never simple, never easy. It is one of those (too often) time when you feel like everything just goes off the track. It is one of those time when you feel like everyone unload their burdens on you. It is one of those time when you're drowned in your wishes trying to please everyone. To try to be enough. It is one of those vicious cycles that you wish to escape from. Ah, the word escape sounds just so beautiful. But yet, frightening. Where will it start? When will it end? You decide to stand still. Hoping for this will go away. Wishing for this is to change. Even it means, when silence knocks, your heart's just wrenched a little and your tears inevitable...