A confession for you

It has taken time to let my heart falling. But it also has taken time to let my eyes shed tears for the ache you have caused.

I have grown fonder... Times with you have become something that I've always looked forward to. Conversations with you have become my favorite things to do.

To be present and be anything that you need are something that I've always tried...

You've become a particle that can make or ruin my days. Your words have become happy pills or knife that cuts my once-happy day.

There were times when I just wanted to run to you and lift all of your fears and tell you, "I'm here."

I wanted to scream, "Stop it! You are perfect...to me" when you confided me your worriness.

"I will take a good care of you, if you let me" was the only that I wanted to say when you were feeling uncertain.

I've wanted to be anything and everything for you...something that I have never felt about anyone.

I hope you would never believe in this careless-mask that I have always put or mean-words that I have said..

Because the truths are there has not been a day that I don't think of you and there has not been a day that I hope I could tell you that I am weak for you.

But it is your heart that I have no power over. It is your stubbornness that I can never win from. It is your wander eyes that will always break my heart.

And it is my heart that might be too afraid to take the leap to tell you how I truly feel. The same heart that decides to give up on you.