Things will fall into its places

Well... as I am listening to my current fav song... begitu salah begitu benar... I am trying to write whats on my mind lately...

I've been in DC for 2 1/2 weeks now... been very great... with that little amount of time... i've been through many things... and have learned a lot...

1. My internet didnt work... so I had to re-install the whole microsoft which it meant that I lost all of my datas...
2. Met many well-informed individuals which relate in foreign policy (I thought I knew everything...) these individuals in their way really made me little doubt about my ability in my fav field... but on the good note, make me read more and more!

I loved it here... I mean it is different and better environment... I feel challenged here, academically.

Well.. I hope for GOD to always give me patience and strength...

My social life... well... lets just say that I am taking a break... I mean although I spent sometimes to hang out with my friend... but honestly, I havent felt very comfortable...

I am not me... I mean I am here but somehow sometimes I feel that I am NOT completely here...

I know that I've been thinking or wondering about something, but... I really dont know what it is...

I dont feel like talking to people... or starting conversation like I used to do...

well... i've been doing things on my own... which I find it very convenient... its good to be by yourself... and its funny sometimes when you realize that you can do many things on your own...

things fall into its places... thats what I believe in... and I just hope God, once again... God will give me patience and strength. AMIN.