There's always price for everything

Ay ya! bad experiences... what did I learn from the past? well...well... niente...!

Everything did look blurry and fly me to the moon... but then after a hundred dollar... you know that it aint worth it...

I guess when they said how stupid I was... they were so damn right...

My question is: How did they know better than me? Well... wait... I was in love! Yea... by sense that... I was 'freaking' blinded by the light...

Thats the thing about falling in love or even just liking somebody...your logical mind just doesnt work...at all!

They told me that it wasnt okey... I kept saying... how do you know when you werent there when he was looking at me? how do you know when you werent there when he said those sweet things to me?

Well... the answer is... they all live in the REALITY!!!!

Okey... just take me for example... I've been through many smiles and tears cuz by guys... and I still fall to the same freaking hole again... no matter how careful I am...

To me... guys come and go... but still once you're hurt... you're still hurt... no matter what!

Well...

You know what: DONT EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ANYONE... no matter HOW disturbingly promising they are to you...

i guess the fortune teller's right...and this time.. like he said, I am blaming myself... shit happens...

I just hope that God will really grant me my prayers this time.