keep repeating same story...

Ha!

I was a bit worried if I couldnt get into my blog... dunno what happened...it didnt let me sign in right away... and funnily... I managed myself to get into my oldies blog which apparently created in 2003... HAHA... I even forgot that I got one before... oh well...

just realized that Ive been using my email account for ages... AWESOME! thats what I called loyality...

Just went shopping with a friend of mine, Lena... well, it was a nice shopping... basically bought some stuffs for my face... (its breaking out again...) sucks! But thank God, I bought the clinique stuffs which my skin needs... (what can I say...got a very spoil skin here)

Well, I got my short spring break... from thursday...skipped works... just because I wasnt feeling very well...and realllll tired... therefore I spent most of my days for sleeping...

oh Thank God, this week Alloh gave me a very nice gift... and its kinda a miracle for me, therefore Alhamdullilah... thank You ALLOH for all your kindness... I just hope You will always be by my side and guide me through my life. Amin.

Ive been thinking... now actually been missing my Mr. Big... yea funny eh?! I wouldnt think that I would even think about him no more... however, once again, it seems soo right whenever I say, no matter what... I always return to him; No good! If anyone... it would be me who knew that better...

I dont know how I feel about him... all I know is I had a dream about him last night and I wanna talk to him... at least to catch up with stuffs...

However, I dont think he was as enthusiastic as he was before... even my friend could say that he turned out to be colder to me... (was it something I said or done?)

Well, I kinda have no clue... or he's with somebody else... hah! GREAT!

That would be like his 1000 times broke my heart... he's like the only one who has a great power over me... been more than 4 years...

But oh well... life goes on... I usually be the one who decide to bring him again to my life (sometimes because he kinda gives me this comfort feeling which I havent found in anyone)... then the next thing is pretty obvious... somebody's gunna stand on the pouring rain...

He's like a home for me... where I know I can always return to after my journeys....

Anyways... as crazy as it is... I dont think I can totally get over him... I wonder if we could ever meet again...


Seasons changes... people come and go... but its comforting to know that the ones you love, will always stay in your heart...


"I know it took me awhile to get here... But I am here"-- then I know that we really are meant to be...